Oh and just for those of you who read my blog to hear about those random guy adventures. 

Here is another one for you, yep, it really happened. 

It's that moment when I meet a cute guy in the BYU Bookstore, he struck up a conversation with me while we waited in line for 15 minutes. He heard my name is Emma from the guy processing my contract, he then asked what my major was? I said Neuroscience with a minor in Spanish. Pre-Med? He questioned. Nope, just want to be a professor. He tells me that he thinks this is a noble cause, thought about teaching high school - he laughs, okay, ya, good choice he says. He makes some witty comment about teaching high school, but I'm caught up in his laugh. He asks how far I have to go? Two years, 'til the first goal, Bachelor's. Three more, all the generals are done though. He tells me he is pre-med, bio major while minoring in Information Systems. IT? That's sweet. This is the moment he smiles because he gets that I'm a computer girl too. He tells me that the Spanish is amazing, he tells me a joke in spanish, I laughed at the fish joke, it's nada. At this point he had bought his terabyte hard drive.  Then he walks away and says it was nice meeting you Emma, hopefully I'll see you around campus, hopefully soon. I let him walk away. 

This is the moment I think, why didn't I ask for his number?

Ah well, moment of opportunity gone. Run into him on campus? I sincerely hope so.

--and back to the MacBook, Lucee & Lion I think I'm in love. 

For those of you who have never been to Bear Lake, it sorta looks like this:

 It's basically one of the most beautiful places, maybe not in the whole world, but for sure in Utah. 

Or maybe in Idaho? 

How many states did we go through??

Wyoming, Idaho, Utah. 

Whatever, you get the idea. 

This was the second time I've ever been to Idaho,
but really it's the first because last time it was in an airport with no windows. 

Weird, huh? 

Really it was a lot of firsts for me. 

Boating, Raspberry Shakes, Tubing, Idaho...

Truly, it was wonderful! It was beautiful, did I tell you about my first time boating? 

Flying at high speeds on a tube was one of the scariest experiences of my life.
I'm pretty sure anytime we went over a wave I screamed. 

I was so scared after I face planted, then hit Vanessa, that I probably peed my pants. 

I laughed 'til I cried, I had a lot of 'staches, made some bracelets, ate some raspberry shakes, went to Paris let my hair blow in the wind, ate some fantastic food, crazy dancing, 

saw some fireworks and just had tons of fun! 

Did I mention I finally got my grassy field photos! Woo!

So thanks Bear Lake beauties for the wonderful time ha ha 

p.s. Thanks to Kristy's little brother Cougar!

He took the threesome ones :)

Also, he can touch his tongue to his nose!
How awesome is that? 

Cougs, you're the coolest
and your hair really kinda does look like JBiebs. 

The thing about love, is that it is all a choice. 

It is completely and undeniably a decision that you make. 

 I chose to love someone and I chose to let them treat me how they did. 

I made that decision however crazy, or completely ridiculous it sounded. 

I had the agency to let them in, 

and I did. 

Do I regret that?

No. 

Does it hurt to let them go?

Absolutely. 

The thing that still strains my thoughts, is that they never called back. 

And I'm done trying to be something that isn't important to them. 

I'm through making excuses for them, or standing up for them, or being there, 

sometimes in life it takes more strength to walk away then to stay where you are. 

I wish I was stronger, 

for this is taking all the strength I have to walk away from one of my best friends. 

And I'll admit it, I'm scared. 

This is me running away. 

So, in all of this try not to judge -
try to let me just run away from things that are painful
& really 

 I'm just showcasing some art, just showing you how I feel. 

And yes, 

sometimes that means I wish I was stronger. 

This is me, open, honest, just on a page. 

Just another day of photos, 

oh I love my job. 

Thanks for being fabulous - these are the cutest. 

Alyssa, you're so spirited - you're gonna go far. 

Deseret Industries - For the Win. 

FOR REALS

As promised, this post is about all those amazing DI finds. 

For serious, these may be the best finds so far. 

Bow Top: $3 -- Banana Republic Floral Top: $5

Now, I don't want to turn into one of those fashion bloggers. 

But DI - it's where it's at. 

Judge as you will, 

but BYU better be ready, 

cause this thrifted goodness is coming soon :) 

So, I may or may not have taken this top from my mother's closet, 

okay, ya, ya, I did. 

But it was in the "I never wear this anyways" part of her closet.

We have this "Daily 5" thing in my YSA ward, 

personally, I dislike it sometimes. 

It means I actually have the opportunity to get dressed every day. 

That's what I keep looking at it as, an opportunity to find something new everyday. 

So here is to today. 

I'm gonna go thrift shop it up, go to the bank, wash my face, see one of my friends, clean my room, do the dishes, go on a run, go on a bike ride, clean some more, oh and smile a lot!

Ya, I know it's almost 3pm, but I woke up late, okay?

Really, I wouldn't have minded staying in what I was wearing already. 

Bubblegum pink sweater free the world! 

For serious, I was having a grand old time "pinning" things and looking at Mormon Mom blogs. 

I was also laughing it up - just for silliness. 

So what if I just sit in my house and laugh for five or ten minutes, it's fun. 

I dare you -- try it. 

Laugh at yourself, laugh at anything, just sit and say ha ha ha ha over and over again. 

You'll laugh. 

It makes you feel better, always. 

On another note, 

I found this song, ever have those days where you just find a song that describes you perfectly?

This is mine. 

I'm ready for something better than this, 

better than my luckless romance and cloudy days. 

I'm Emma and I have this whole amazing life to live. 

So, I guess that's all for today. 

Be warned, thrift shopping...means I'm gonna blog later. 

Yippppeee!!!

oh, p.s. here is that song, you should listen to it, it's beautiful. That's all. 

There is this site it's called ipersonic.com, 

my dearest friend Hannah posted about it. 

I thought, hey wonder what personality type I am?

So....

ta-da, 

I AM the Harmony-seeking Idealist. 

Does this sound like me to you?

--But this is just another autobiography, examining the prosopography of me.