Don't Get Me Rescued

Just let me be cold, 
just let me be numb, 
because this can't be undone. 
And right now, 
I think I would rather not be rescued. 
Let me drown, let me run, 
please, please just let me be numb. 
And I'm asking - 
anything but that. 
Anything but that. 
I would rather die a thousands death, 
then to have to know that and take one more breath. 

.....and I just keep telling myself, I just keep trying to smile. 
Lest my tired eyes, my warn soul, let me just say -- I keep hoping life is going to be okay.  

p.s. Rescued by: Jack's Mannequin. Good Song. 

--But this is just another autobiography, examining the prosopography of me.
 By: Emma Marie.