....just like I love him. 

I cried, 

realizing that I can never have him.

Just as Severus never had Lily. 

I would give anything to spend the rest of forever with him.
I could wait, but would waiting be worth it?
Would he ever see me like that?
I don't know, but I keep hoping.
I do know though that, 

he makes me happy. 

He makes me smile. 

He lets me, just be me. 

He understands flowers and friends, 

he gets me.
He is the first person I ever thought about never letting go.
He is the first person I imagined a life with.

And I cannot pinpoint how we met, 

because I feel like he has always been apart of me. 

Even if no one sees, 

even if I never say it, 

my heart knows it. 

And I do.